Today is my boyfriend’s birthday. But I’m such a lousy gf. I took being busy as an excuse for not planning a good bday celebration.
I know he feels disappointed when I told him I haven got him a gift. I know he feels angry when the night ended. I know it’s my fault. I’m sorry about it too. I hope he starts talking to me soon. My heart feels like it’s crushing. I feel so lousy, I feel so up to my bf standard. I feel like crying but I know I cannot. My bf doesn’t like me to cry. I hope he calls me soon. Like soon. When he alight from the bus.
Cardi, you don’t deserve this. You deserve something so much better. You were always so nice to me, so caring. But what about me? I’m shit.
Life update?
Ah, attachment at polyclinic is a little boring. Nothing much to do. All we could was to observe. Sounds slack hor? Just stand there and see people do things and get money. Lol, super sian la. Idk what facial expression I should have when patient enters.
And, school is starting next week! I’m so excited to meet my friends. Not really anticipating the modules. Heard it’s boring. Lol, law?! I can imagine myself memorizing a lot next semester! Sianzzzz zzz! Hate memorizing.
Recently my life is great! So much joy! And I’m planning to take up guitar. I feel like learning an instrument. Make myself feel talented. Lol. Okay, bye
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